Okay so now i'm starting to get somewhere! not only have i lost the red on darker red journal. I've found a template that i can tinker with! *god i hope i'm allowed to tinker with it* and have a somewhat grasp with, ultimately i would wan't to try and connect everything together.. hard to explain but maybe i'll think of words that describe that gives you correct message of goal that i do.

/retard

There are a couple of things which bother me at the current time, the fact that i'm still empty on this magical mojo juice for drawing, watching a whole bunch of movies that i kinda do when i'm outta magical mojo juice. And a request to do a picture for a good friend when i'm outta magical mojo juice but still trying to 'force' myself to perform wish there was a viagra drug for drawing.

I've watched all of the Harry Potter movies in the last week... creepy seeing as i've never been a big fan of the series and have only ever seen the first movie. Maybe the craving for something magical but something that i don't have to put too much thought into, kinda like watching it in a zombie state. Did a whole splurge on Blu ray movies recently from amazon since they had the buy 1 get 1 free promotion (hence the harry potter marathon) out of the 13 Blu ray title's ive purchased i've got... 1 left to watch all in a span of 2 weeks as well, go me.

Anyway i'm hoping that by updating my page it'll spark the whole process of getting started on some pictures and maybe start putting my story down on paper while doing some other tibits as well. But have to remember that picture comes first! before anything else, even pr0n.

1. picture
2. pr0n
3. ?????
4. profit.

wow just notice it all starts with p, freaky

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